May 2011
May 17th
86,941 notes
The first time I saw him, I got so nervous I...
That day is one of the most meaningful days of my life.  I miss those days, when every time we saw each other was meaningful.
May 17th
Revised beginning paragraph
      I am now entering my third year in high school, my third year at Boca High and in the band program, and my third year playing percussion.  In the past few years I have bettered myself significantly and I can only better myself more by becoming pit section leader.  I know I can lead the front ensemble and take it to the next level with my knowledge, my leadership abilities, and my goals for...
May 17th
Writing an essay on why I should be Pit Section...
My opening paragraph: I am now entering my third year in high school, my third year at Boca High and in the band program, and my third year playing percussion.  In the past three years, I have become a better person and player in a multitude of ways.  I also plan on bettering myself in the years to come, specifically next year, my junior year.  I know that I could lead the front ensemble and take...
May 17th
Ugh.
Today was a bad day…
May 17th
37270.) I feel like a failure. Actually, I AM a...
May 16th
550 notes
May 16th
51,345 notes
May 16th
40,858 notes
I want support.
May 16th
Can I take a child's terminal cancer?
May 16th
May 16th
1,121 notes
I HATE speaking to people.
I just emailed my percussion teacher my recommendation form for band.  I was hoping to see him before Tuesday when I have my interview and it is due I haven’t.  I hope he gets the email and emails it to my teacher in time.  Ugh. Stress is not the best thing for me right now.
May 16th
May 16th
127 notes
I have never wanted to be 6 feet under ground so...
May 16th
My life is ironic.
May 16th
May 15th
6,601 notes
Things I'm going to start doing
Stop caring Be polite Be friendly Listen to people Stop caring Stop burping Dress well Look tidy Be tidy Clean up after myself Stop caring Be prompt and on time Learn to love Stop caring Hate less Be less selfish Eat healthier Work out Stop caring Stop caring Stop caring
May 15th
I’ve been told on multiple occasions that he is no good and I shouldn’t give him the time of day but I do anyways.  Since I met him I have been told this.  Since I met him he has hurt me.  But since I met him, I couldn’t leave him.  Maybe I should take my friends’ advice. I’m making this a new start.  A new start to be a better and happier person.  Step one: Stop...
May 15th
There are so many people I want to tell to "fuck...
I think I will. Fuck. Off. I. Hate. You. So. Much. I. Wasn’t. Born. With. Enough. Middle. Fingers. To. Express. My. Hate. For. You.
May 15th
Is there anything to do?
May 15th